Rachel
she told you once
after too many drinks
at your frequented bar
once after heinekens
spilled sour
at the wobbly table
over your small
group of friends
familiar again
for a moment
at that execrable bar
that you never try
never ask
that you always
give up
too quickly
too fast
some women
she laughed
won’t know what
they believe
until they see it
burning there
amber and
unwavering
in your eyes